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In times of struggle In times of pain He wants to rebel But is only restrained The pain will increase And so will the hate Gathering soldiers Setting the bait War has begun A time of bloodshed Pushing forward Just to see red The cannons roar The guns fire Shooting them down Hitman for hire Winning the battle Winning the war Continuing on Wanting more Governing the land And the people A country lost The one he stole Bodies dead Lining the streets Him in his castle In bed asleep Citizens change Demanding rights At his doorstep Starting fights Breaking in He is killed The castle burned Monarchy distilled There

Wanting only to be with you Lost and confused without you You think I’m the only one you bore Wanting to be near you even more Never knowing just what to do All I want is to be with you I’m different, I know that Hoping only you appreciate that Being the person I want you to see Around only you, that person is me Quiet and different this place that’s new Learning more, but only with you Afraid that I’m hurting you Only wanting to be there for you Gun to your head, I pull it away Sitting down next to you, there I stay Wanting to comfort you when times are hard Knowing I can’t do that with just a card

My home I know far too well After seventeen years it feels like Hell The same cabinets, walls, floors and halls Everything shifting and yet not at all. With nothing changing but my age I feel as if I am caged. Many near me support me and try Showing me freedom they make me cry. Forcing myself to get away My conscience tells me “another day”. Life seems simple and fun But my chores will never be done. Hatred has built up inside Friends and family from me they hide. Gun to my head I pull the trigger Reaching for a life that’s so much bigger. Attempting to fly and having no wings To a wall my voice is heard as I s